Monday, September 19, 2011

Different.

       I feel slightly different. I don't know how. How I don't even know why. I just do. Plain and simple. I go to school. Go to cheer. Go home. Do homework. and Sleep. Not very exciting. I don't have time to do much of anything. I haven't watched TV in weeks, I only use the computer to check facebook, check my email, and then if I need it for any homework. I have no time to create things unless it involves a grade. URG. I'm not totally swamped. I'm just annoyed. My homework load is manageable. Some nights it's just 30 minutes. Others its 3 hours. I also tend to usually shave off a few edges here and there by writing random answers for math or spanish or not studying as well as I should.
       I feel overwhelmed. My grade has 184 kids in it. I barely know half of them. At lunch, my table is jam packed. Chairs are locked in and backpacks stuffed under the table. My group for homecoming consists of 22 people including myself. I looked at a list and knew names but not even well enough to consider them acquaintances. I feel like all the friends I started the year out with are sort of fading away. Maybe it's just because it's a Monday. Yeah. That's what it is.
       One cup of coffee is all I can choke down in the 10 minutes it takes me to eat breakfast. It doesn't quite make up for the 6-7 hours of sleep every night. I don't know how moms do it! I don't want to know for a long time though.

I'll now say goodbye. I doubt I'll be able to post for a while. Hopefully I'll be able to show some Homecoming pictures! My homecoming is this Saturday.
Dress-Check
Shoes- Still narrowing it down
Ticket- Probably should get around to that
Date- HA. I wish.
I totally miss sewing, taking pictures, gluing, painting, and really just crafting in particular.

Some teachers emphasize on creativity. Others (cough cough like my religion teacher cough cough) like to smush it and believe that God is perfect so the bible is too. The magisterium is perfect. They're always right. He wishes the whole world were Catholic. He says that Catholics who don't go to church are going to hell. Sorry bud. One non-Catholic right here. I love God just as much as the next person. What's so wrong with that?
Off too do some homework. Maybe I actually get around to hemming and altering my school pants. Kind of tired in swimming in them.

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